TurboNG
10-19-2015, 10:35 AM
So here I am, yes this is about me a self proclaimed legend. I started with the Blue LX about 8+ years ago, known most of you all for just as long and have had some ups and downs here in the stang world. I stopped everything 2 years ago and left that world due to multiple reasons. But i'm back and here is a short rundown of what happened. And who what when where how kinda jazz.
I've always been a fun loving person, laugh at everything even my own dumb jokes, sometimes drink to much and sometimes talk to much. My brother back in 2011 decided to take his own life, since then I took guilt in the amount of time I spent on my own hobbies and ignored family time with people like him and others. I had to do a lot of family mediation between two fighting sides in the family and never got to take time to greave for his lost. At the same time I lost a full time job at the base and had to retrain, the new job was dropping live ordnance on some bad people in the arm pit of the world as a Sensor Operator flying remote aircraft from here in Ohio. I had a complete lost at Bowling Green in 2013 when a weak rod decided to fail and took out the whole motor in my race car. Then that next spring my wife of (at that time) 12 years decided she would spend some of her personal time with a personal trainer at the YMCA, after a few months she finds some guilt and comes clean, says she never had a physical relationship but only an emotional one. Long story short I wanted to fix things and keep her. I sold every hobby item I had, Cars, trucks, Motor cycle, video games etc... sought out help for my own demons and drinking issues and such, was diagnosed with PTSD, depression, anxiety... For the next two years we did marriage counseling, I opened every car door, bought flowers, did vacations, wine, candles and soft music and every romantic thing I could think of, to no result I tried my ass off to make her happy. And She was, very happy spoiled and not appreciative. Did this for two years, she ignored me, blew me off and it finally effected me enough to put a stop to it. I told her I wanted to know what she was thinking, she said she didn't love me like she used to, had no sexual desires for me any more and didn't know what she wanted. So I tried for 3 more months to get her to come around and finally asked for a divorce, then all of a sudden she wants to stay, now she wants me and loves me more than anything.... What BS!! I couldn't do it, if she didn't want me for any other reason than to not be alone I cant live like that so long story short I ended our marriage and got divorced. I feel I tried the best I could to make it work and she didn't want to put forth any effort.
Since then I have moved on (fast yes I know) but I found a woman who is really into me and we and I are doing great. I'm doing pretty good also. we are also building a notch together and I will post it in the project thread here soon.....
This isn't to throw mud, I'm not mad at her and don't care much about what happened anymore. I don't want any i'm sorry's I just wanted STBZ to know where I have been and to know i'm back at it and your all about to see some cool shit from my garage and Dayton Performance/UPP Race Team!!!
I've always been a fun loving person, laugh at everything even my own dumb jokes, sometimes drink to much and sometimes talk to much. My brother back in 2011 decided to take his own life, since then I took guilt in the amount of time I spent on my own hobbies and ignored family time with people like him and others. I had to do a lot of family mediation between two fighting sides in the family and never got to take time to greave for his lost. At the same time I lost a full time job at the base and had to retrain, the new job was dropping live ordnance on some bad people in the arm pit of the world as a Sensor Operator flying remote aircraft from here in Ohio. I had a complete lost at Bowling Green in 2013 when a weak rod decided to fail and took out the whole motor in my race car. Then that next spring my wife of (at that time) 12 years decided she would spend some of her personal time with a personal trainer at the YMCA, after a few months she finds some guilt and comes clean, says she never had a physical relationship but only an emotional one. Long story short I wanted to fix things and keep her. I sold every hobby item I had, Cars, trucks, Motor cycle, video games etc... sought out help for my own demons and drinking issues and such, was diagnosed with PTSD, depression, anxiety... For the next two years we did marriage counseling, I opened every car door, bought flowers, did vacations, wine, candles and soft music and every romantic thing I could think of, to no result I tried my ass off to make her happy. And She was, very happy spoiled and not appreciative. Did this for two years, she ignored me, blew me off and it finally effected me enough to put a stop to it. I told her I wanted to know what she was thinking, she said she didn't love me like she used to, had no sexual desires for me any more and didn't know what she wanted. So I tried for 3 more months to get her to come around and finally asked for a divorce, then all of a sudden she wants to stay, now she wants me and loves me more than anything.... What BS!! I couldn't do it, if she didn't want me for any other reason than to not be alone I cant live like that so long story short I ended our marriage and got divorced. I feel I tried the best I could to make it work and she didn't want to put forth any effort.
Since then I have moved on (fast yes I know) but I found a woman who is really into me and we and I are doing great. I'm doing pretty good also. we are also building a notch together and I will post it in the project thread here soon.....
This isn't to throw mud, I'm not mad at her and don't care much about what happened anymore. I don't want any i'm sorry's I just wanted STBZ to know where I have been and to know i'm back at it and your all about to see some cool shit from my garage and Dayton Performance/UPP Race Team!!!